Thursday, November 21, 2013

The State Fair

I have a feeling this weekend is going to go one of two ways. Either I'm going to buckle down and learn some damn Philosophy and get all my reading material done for Psychology, and study for my other Psychology exam on Monday. Or, I'm going to spend Friday night at the fair. Haaha my life right now.

Having to decide between being a kid and growing the fuck up. I mean no one wants to make that transition from being a kid to an adult, the rug always gets pulled out from under your feet. I can't imagine what I would have done without my parents, family, and friends to support me, and be good examples. I'm lucky, I have parents who care about my future, and who work with me to make sure that I succeed. 

I remember with my ex, Cody, how hard it was to stop goofing off, and to go out there and try to find himself. I tried to be his backbone through it all, sometimes in the end tho people want to discover that journey by themselves. Now all I can say to him, is "Cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you because that's the wrong thing to do. I need someone different, you know it." 

I am happy that I can be here for Dalton. I hope that he lets me in. I wont protrude too much, I'm just here for support. 

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