One more night

It's been so long since I've written, I guess you have to go out and live a little so that you have something to write about. Regrets? Yes. Lessons? Yes.

So it appears that I thought that it was a good idea to let my past mistakes back into my life again, guess I didn't learn it well enough the first oh 5 times. WHEN SOMEONE LIES TO YOU.

You know it's just like my mom used to tell me as a kid, "Lie to me once shame on you. Lie to my twice, shame on ME."

It's so true, and now that I have been put in the same situation, I think that it makes perfectly good sense to stop and not let the same shit happen again.

"So I cross my heart and hope to die, that I only stay with you one more night. I know I said it a million times, but I only stay with you one more night."

And so here I am welcoming the new song of my life. Cody and I are so sick. All we do is make each other love each other over and over again, just to feel stupid about it the next day. Or maybe it's just me. Honestly though, he must think he is making a mistake digging up our past again, because I can't handle it. Hah he just puts himself in a position that he never wanted in the first.

There we go again. His solution is just to stop using logic, to just let whats going to happen happen. Well thats a great fucking idea, because guess what. I'm not in this game of fuck all over Elizabeth again. This has to end. SO help me if I have to be the "bad guy" and jab the fake relationship to an end. We don't need this.

What are his motives any how?
I asked him yesterday thru texts, "Why do you text me?"
Well that was a huuuuuuge mistake. Kid didn't give me an answer, he just fucked around with my head about it, and then left it out on a cliff to dry.
Here's his response (clever fucking kid), "Why do you second guess yourself?"

Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Reff? Where's the Reff? Because I'm pretty sure that wasn't fucking fair.

"What do you mean?"

And so I tell him it's because I need to consider what my motives and logic are. He continues on to say that I basically just answered my question- whatever the fuck that means. "Does logic matter? Anyways the you asking me that is like me asking you why you're wishy washy"............

And then when I asked what that meant, Ladies and Gentlemen, I get... NO RESPONSE!

So if anyone reads this and feels like they can help me un-wravel some of the what I call, Crazy Cody shit, be my guest. I need some assistance here, please.